Franshya/K

Yeah, I know I messed up with her. I know exactly where I fucked up. But before that, let me explain to you the base of my many mistakes.

I know I'm ugly, ugly as hell. I'll admit it, I'm one of the most shallow people you'll ever meet. But sometimes, I can care less about how I look. I'm ugly as hell, I got nothing to lose right? Right Chris Nguyen.

Here it goes. She's pretty, cool as hell to chill with, and way out of my league. With her, no matter how high my confidence is, I can't always help but feel inadequate. At first, I didn't care what she thought about me, because I assumed at all times her thoughts about me were positive. Then, reality set in. I thought about the negative aspects of my personal self. One thing led to another and we stopped talking. End of story.



Or maybe it was when I started to miss her. My first love. If you think that's corny, then fuck you. I feel like I tried to find Krystle in Franshya. I'm sorry, if I could, I would go back and change that in a heartbeat. Really. But my feelings for Krystle haven't faded. Sometimes I feel like they're stronger than ever.

Her relationship with that one guy irritates me though. After we broke up, I wanted to apologize. For everything. I wanted to get on my knees and beg for you to forgive me. I loved you, and you told me you loved me. You told me this, while you were talking to him. I waited too long, and now there's nothing I can do.