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So I finally got my bike, thanks Sean.

Graduation was today, I couldn't go. I can't help but feel bad, I let you down Chea. If you ever wanna chill; whatever it is that we do, I'll pay for it. It's been two days into the summer and I feel like I've already fucked up. I really can't change it right?

I have that feeling... When you fall head over heels for someone, and when that one person is all you seem to think about. That sudden infatuation, where you know there can be no relation. I try really hard just to keep quiet and act like this is all a joke, but it's not. I'd appreciate it if you just went ahead and told me to stop trying. Don't get me wrong, I'd do anything for you; but the way things are going, it hurts.